Pushing off the edge with faith I can spread my wings and they will take me anywhere is hard.  I often stand there for years gazing at the beauty I'd like to be in and tell myself it's not possible, better to be happy with gazing at it.  Yet, like watching travel and nature videos.  It doesn't fully convey the wonder.  While I've waited, afraid to let go of the security I delude myself I have, positions erode and crumble and storms change the places I stand. 

There's always the option of back...
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